Already you’re winning, the first step is seeking out a new route!
Has your journey been tough?
Do you feel like as soon as your feet catch a grip of solid ground, the gravel quickly throws you down again?
DEEP STUFF Natalie…..
Well this was my truth, I felt like I could never find stability, I felt like I was never capable of completing something or achieving that purpose to the best of my “so called ability” whatever that is…. Soooooo one huge adventure later with some huge highs and low lows, I AM FOUND ON solid ground… ooopppps nope that’s not true.
I finally realised I am set apart, I am like no other, what works for her doesn’t work for me!
because we are uniquely and intricately made.
I am powerful when I am me,
I am beautiful when I am me,
it’s actually really simply……
just be you.
I found I was only at war within myself, I love to be in control, I need structure and want to know each thing is set in its place for a tome and a purpose. This is good, it has its perks but it’s also super “not perky” too at times and can also spiral me into total chaos………BIZARRE really as control and chaos are total opposites- right?!
Test yourself……. ASK……
what am I good at?
what are good points?
perhaps others point out in you,
what do you need to feel safe or calm?
This could be anywhere from needing to have all the picture frames directed at a complete perfect angle to brushing your teeth and hair a specific way…….
Or perhaps you can not rest until everything is in its perfect place and space…Each time you go to take some time for yourself BOOM there it is, stirring you in the face…. Washing, toys, your hair needs washe-oh what’s the point im a mess anyway! “Hmmm, has anyone ever said that.
Perhaps you start a workout video and are so full of disbelief in your own self you STOP in aggravation……. Knowing you can, but sadly your lack of belief tears you back down. Or you’re not there yet…. “WHEN I’M – when I’m ….ILL START…” “when i’m thinner or healthier ill join……” . These are ALL hindrances, silly smoke and mirrors that Go Gurl, me gurl has and continues to overcome, I get it, I hear you, I understand.
But No more ladies, no more.
It’s time to meet yourself through true vulnerable authentic rest and to give yourself one ounce of grace and time to just be still.
Please come on a journey with me, wait and see what you could potentially unlock deep within your own self. This is good, this is now, this is for you.
So leave your serious at the door, it’s not welcome anymore……..